Tuesday, June 27, 2006

News

I can't hold it in any longer. I just can't.

I'm pregnant.

Friday, June 23rd, should have been Henry's due date. At 4 am on the 23rd, I got up to pee and decided to use the pregnancy test on the top of the cabinet, since I hadn't started a new cycle yet. To my shock, it was positive. I went and stood by Aaron's side of the bed and stared at him until he woke up. Then he went in to look at the test. It was still positive.

We sat and talked for a few minutes, then he went back to sleep. I couldn't.

So many thoughts were running around in my head. We didn't think I COULD get pregnant, what with having to do fertility treatments to get Henry and all... so we weren't really planning on something like this happening. God has a sense of humor, eh? Were/Are we ready to be parents of a newborn again? What if something happens to this one? What if I miscarry? What if? What if? What if?

But in the end, I decided to be happy. I am happy. I'm excited! Although I was enjoying wearing a size that I haven't worn since before Ethan was born. And I was beginning to get used to the idea of an only child kind of family. Lots cheaper, really. :)

I don't think I would trade my clothing size or a cushier financial situation for this child inside of me though. This is a good thing.

Hey-- I'm pregnant!!!!! :)

7 comments:

Chad Burdette said...

congrats!!!

Kris said...

congratulations! that's so exciting! I'll send as many prayers your way as I can!
God really does have a sense of humor sometimes...

sarah cool said...

Oh. My. Gosh. Yeah! :-)

Lord - we entrust this into Your hands. Help Jenette be full of faith, and help her friends to be the support she needs. Thank You for this gift to Jenette and her family, Lord! Yeah!!

Aw.. teary eyed. So happy for you!

Cmommy said...

Oh, I am amazed at the timing...!...you were SO in my thoughts last Friday, I dedicated a post to you; to think, you were basking in a positive pregnancy test!!

Congratulations! (take heart--I had four babies after Sara :-) C

The June Cleaver Diaries said...

YAAAYYYY!!!! I'm so excited for you!! You so deserve some happiness and peace.

Martiel said...

I had a feeling, this would happen when you least expected as a gift from God after all your struggles. CONGRATS to you and your family, I am sooooo happy once agian for you.

A miracle baby.

Susan said...

Congratulations, Jenette! That's such wonderful news.