Monday, January 30, 2006

Tomorrow

I'm nervous about tomorrow. So nervous.

Everyone keeps telling me to turn it over to God, to not worry. And oh, how I'm trying. But it's hard not to think about everything that I've read and everything that could be a possibility.

I just want to get through all of this, whatever that means.

I just want it all to be over, I want to wake up tomorrow and learn that it was all a nightmare.

I just want not to have to deal with this situation. I don't feel like I can deal with this situation.

5 comments:

Always Ashley said...

Hey Jenetter,
We're all praying for you. I can understand how you feel, somewhat. I just keep thinking that you'll go tomorrow and they'll say your doctor was wrong. many many hugs and kisses for you guys.

sarah cool said...

Jenette - God will stand up with you and keep you on this path. I have perfect faith in that. If your faith is drooping right now, lean on ours.

Ashley said...

Hi Jenette, I am a friend of Sarah's and found your site from her link. My heart goes out to you and your family. I am praying for you. It's Tuesday around 10:45am. I don't have any words for you, but I trust that the Spirit will meet you where you are and hold your family close.

M&Co. said...

Peace.

lisa said...

God never lets us go through anything he knows we can't handle

so many people are praying for you--it's impossible for anything but God's will to be accomplished