I'm nervous about tomorrow. So nervous.
Everyone keeps telling me to turn it over to God, to not worry. And oh, how I'm trying. But it's hard not to think about everything that I've read and everything that could be a possibility.
I just want to get through all of this, whatever that means.
I just want it all to be over, I want to wake up tomorrow and learn that it was all a nightmare.
I just want not to have to deal with this situation. I don't feel like I can deal with this situation.